In the Car to Cambridge with Grandma
Monday
30 December. 11:50 a.m. As of 21 December, though priest yesterday said it was as of the
8th of December (Feast of Immaculate Conception): the Commonwealth of
Independent States (old USSR).
It
has been a hectic season with fond memories: Christmas goose dinner; running
into Pearl and Bill at the hotel; Thomas' "Bope Ge-o-ahge."
We
spent too much money. We have made too
big a dent in our cash. 1992 must be
different. I think sometimes I shop just
to have something to do in this life: acquire possessions which give apparent
meaning to an otherwise meaningless material life. It is not quite as bad as I make it sound, it
is just a cheap way (pardon the irony) of acquiring meaning instead of earning
it.
A
couple of (perverse) thoughts:
1. What were the sheep used for in the
parable of the good shepherd? Mutton or
wool? i.e., Does the shepherd save the
sheep for the feast or in order to preserve the wool-warmth relationship? I had never before thought of this parable as
holding within it a potential sick joke.
2. We are taught at a very early age that
we would not exist but for the fact that God has created us and keeps us in
mind. Then we learned that the reward of
a life true to God is an eternity with Him.
The question that occurred to me the other day was whether or not the
souls in heaven have any doubts. Is
non-existence still a worry in heaven? I
suppose the answer is that our love of God at that point must be so complete
(and having some feeling for God's love for us) that there can be no doubts.
Tuesday
31st December. 10:30 a.m. Pearl and Bill are off to London for the
day. Last night I dreamt of flying
around the world with the children and Cathy.
I dreamt it would cost $20,000, and I stayed awake thinking of how much
money it would cost and how we couldn't afford to do it. In fact we had eaten Nemonthron-Indian food
at nine o'clock, and I was hot and tossed and turned. I suspect my dreams are due more to
indigestion than anything else, though they did, at least last night (and on
other occasions as well), ring fairly true.
I'm surprised at how I can solve problems while I sleep!
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