Wednesday, November 30, 2011

16. Our Villa in Tuscany

Sunday 5 April.  Castellina in Chianti.  We are content to rest at our villa.  It seems everyone has sore throats.  It remains a chore to get Thomas to take his pill.  Cathy and I attend the neighboring town's Sunday market (we can see it from our windows, across the valley, high on the hill like us).  We buy a roast chicken, bottled water and fresh vegetables, then stop in a shop and purchase a few presents (toy animals and cars) for Thomas' 4th birthday tomorrow.  It rains quite a bit after we return, and it is difficult not to track mud into the apartment.  We do not make mass.  At dinner Jeffrey and I decide to drive to Milano and pick up the car registration papers I left there last Monday.  The power goes out.  It rains all the way to Milano (207 miles).  I get lost getting to the hotel, which is 40 minutes off the Motorway.  I am never far off the track, I just feel lost.

Sunday, 2:10 p.m.  The Tuscan villages look very old.  Plants: grape vines are still completely bare, pruned with branches out in two directions, like arms.  Ground covers of grass and dandelion-like plants.  The olive trees do not look very old.  We are on a promontory, jutting out into the arroyo with views of 270 degrees.  The trees are quite bare, some up here still with brown leaves on them, most with nothing, a few covered in green ivy; some shrubs show the barest signs of green.  There are some pines and cypress.  Weather: strong winds, dark clouds, showers, rapidly passing clouds, some sunshine in between breaks in the clouds.  Right now there are dark clouds to the north.

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Letter home:  The apartment was spacious, but lacking TV, dishwasher and washer.  It wasn't too bad: we played cards, read and played Monopoli in Italian (making guesses on whether the chance card said to pay or receive); the kids built the Roman Forum in the sand outside when the rain stopped long enough.  The worst of it was the rain and the mud which we couldn't seem to keep outside.  We were the first to stay in the apartment, which had magnificent views to the town across the valley on the hillside opposite as well as to a river below; it was stunning in the sunshine on the day we left.  The nights were cold and the humidity very high, but the flat warm; each morning we awoke to puddles of water on the tile floor from the condensation dripping off the windows.  The vines did not show the slightest sign of life, but the ground was quite green, filled with yellow flowers which opened up when the sun came out.  Still, the only bad part of the trip was the discovery that I had left the car registration papers in the hotel in Milano.  Jeffrey and I drove up there Sunday night, the 5th (200 miles in the rain, each way), and returned Monday with our prize. 


Our Villa

The Roman Forum


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Monday 6 April.  Jeffrey and I leave Milano at half past eight.  We get on the nearby Motorway and although we do not get lost leaving, it takes us just as long to get to the south end of town.  It is a cloudy, misty morning with some fog patches; we are home by 12:30 (226 miles).  Cathy and I have a late lunch with Thomas at the nearby Torre, then we drive to Siena.  There is some rain, but it is mostly dry.  We visit the town center, the beautiful church and wander around the shops.  In the evening we have a little party for Thomas on his birthday.

12:10 a.m.  Milano.  Hotel Berlino.  Sometimes I feel like I drive for a living. 

 I've been thinking of all the paintings, not just in Rome and Florence.  There was Venice: Veronese and Tintoretto (I could almost tell the difference by the time we left) and Giorgione's "Tempest" at the Academia (the soldier and the woman against a turbulent sky).  In London there were Mantegna's paintings of the Roman soldiers, Christ in Limbo and the paintings for his employer's wife's studio; then Dix and the strange pictures of Berlin.  The Louvre is too long ago to remember.

 11 a.m.  Driving back to Tuscany.  Passing through Bologna.  Cypresses atop the hills stand out.  Washed out colors in each town.  Continued rain.

 Tuesday 7 April.  We visit Florence in the afternoon (50 miles round trip), where we experience a great drenching with thunder and lightning.  We visit the Ponte Vecchio and buy amoxicillin over the counter in children's oral form.  Hooray!  We also pick up Monopoli.  We bring home a pizza, after I am nearly run off the road by a bus in the darkened afternoon.  Home at 8:45.

Sienna

Finding a Nice Parking Spot
in Firenze

San Gimignano

The Medieval Manhattan

Wednesday 8 April.  Robert, Mara and I drive to San Gimignano (the "medieval Manhattan"), about twenty miles away, at one o'clock.  Mara is car sick on arrival.  It is a lovely day after the rain, yellow flowers are in plentiful bloom.  We have a lovely lunch overlooking the countryside and walk around the city, buy some local white wine and some high top Converse tennis shoes for Robert.  We stop at the supermercati (supermarket) on the way back.  Lovely fish and pasta.  Bread unimpressive, wine section outstanding.  For the record: French bread is not as chewy as Italian bread.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

16. Letter Home; Off to Castellina in Chianti

Letter home:  Rome remains as beautiful as I remember from 1967.  There are water fountains everywhere, big and small; and churches everywhere, and monuments everywhere.  There is action in the streets with millions of tiny Fiats inching their way in traffic.  There are no lanes, it is more like sand getting out of an hour glass.  There is double parking everywhere, sometimes triple parking; the little scooters are the real way to travel, always moving to the front of any stoppage, and apparently not bound by traffic signals.  Frequent Carbineri or Polizia sirens as they rush through traffic.  The diesel smell.  One forgets how common the sight is of nuns and priests.  We (at least I) followed the Italian custom of pasta to start and a meat dish afterwards.  Lots of veal, but good steak and chicken, and always vino roso!  We had some showers, but nothing to stop us from seeing the major sights.  Cathy learned that Caesar's Palace did not originate the Circus Maximus!




We had the papal audience on April 1st covered three ways: Bishop Walsh (thank you!), Monsignor O'Leary and Father Forrester, but it was the Father Forrester's connection, Signora Bartoli, with the Jesuit Bureau in Vatican City that was the easiest connection.  (I asked Father Forrester, back from the hospital the day I called: "Is that B as in boy or D as in dog?", to which he replied, "B as in barstool."  He sounds very good!)  Mrs. Bartoli advised us to sit near the aisle, and after the Pope's homily, he walked down the aisle, stopping occasionally along the way to speak to people, some of whom were quite overcome.  Although Robert, Mara and Jeffrey were caught up in an enormous squeeze, they each managed to shake the pope's hand; he looks very tired and gray.  We have ordered the pictures to bring home. 

 Our main rule in Rome (besides "Look Out!" when you cross the street) was gelato every day.  On the downside, Thomas, Mara and Robert came down with sore throats, and we had some figuring on how to get Thomas to take the penicillin tablets (smushed, with chocolate, with Ribena syrup [the black currant juice]; it was hit and miss.)

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Saturday 4 April.  Roma to Castellina in Chianti, Tuscany.  I begin the morning on a "Great Waldo," as Cathy says: looking for an ATM machine that will accept my Barclay's Visa debit card or Valley Bank card.  We passed one several days ago, and I am off early on my mission for cash.  The owner of the nearby bar has taken a liking to us, especially Thomas ("piccolo").  He has pizza and sandwiches waiting for us in the morning, even though the bar doesn't open until noon.  We knock three times, the shutter lifts and we are allowed inside to pick up our picnic lunch.

We leave the pensione at 11:40 and on our way out of town I attempt to find the San Sebastian catacombs, but it's like Milano.  Somewhere I miss a turn and we are not where we're supposed to be, indeed far from it, and it's time to be on the road.  We are on the Motorway at 12:30.  The drive north is uneventful and we do not have much trouble at all finding our "villa," which is not far from the little town of Castellina in Chianti (il gallo nero, the black rooster, is the well known symbol of the region).  We are about halfway between Florence, to the north, and Sienna, to the south.  Our villa is really an apartment (Appt 13, Fatt Poggio al Sorbo, Castellina in Chianti) and is located at the bottom of a very steep dirt road, past grape vines not yet green, at the end of a small promontory above the middle of a valley.  We seem to be the only ones about, despite the presence of a small house and winery and three other apartments in our building, which is across the courtyard from the main house.  Fearful of Sunday closing, we make a quick trip to the neighborhood market and are home again in our two bedroom flat by 5:40 after a 219 mile drive.   

Monday, November 28, 2011

16. Milano to Roma

Monday 30 March.  Milano to Roma (572 km).  We leave early Monday morning, but waste time wandering the downtown Milano streets, which seem to be large concentric circles.  I think I am making progress, heading in the right direction, but then I lose sight of those important direction arrows, make a wrong turn somewhere (or fail to make the right turn) and find myself not far from where I started.  It is an hour before I finally locate the A1 to Roma.  It rains again at times as we head south.  Italian gas is the highest price so far (about $4.50 a gallon, compared to about $3 a gallon in England). 

The scenery begin to change at Bologna with cypress trees appearing on the tops of the hills into which the motorway ascends.  We arrive in Roma at about four o'clock.  The ring route drops us off on a direct line to our destination, but the traffic is horrendous and it takes another hour or so to travel the few miles to our hotel.  I unload everyone at the hotel (Emmaus Pensione, Via Delle Fornai, 23, one family room for six) and am happy to park the car in a garage until Saturday. 

Our one large room pensione is pretty comfortable, but noisy in the evenings with all the street traffic below our third floor room.  We have our own toilet and shower (it floods, but we do not complain).  We are across the street and half a block from St. Peter's, to which we walk, soon after arriving.




Scenes from our Pensione
It is hard to know where to start with when it comes to Rome: the water fountains, the churches, the old buildings, the Fiats, the traffic patterns (no lanes!), the horns, the sirens, the diesel smell, the Look Out! crossing the street.  The Pieta is the consensus favorite sight.  The Sistine is my favorite but the experience was somewhat lessened by the crowds: thirty minutes inside, staring, craning, over and over, the children bored, chocolate for everyone.  Then there is the food: mostly canneloni, but pasta in broccoli and garlic cream is a big hit too.  Pizza and drinks next door at the Bar for 40,000 lire.  Gelato every day.  Lots of red wine. The itinerary:

 Tuesday 31 March.  Roma.  Windy, cool.  Sprinkles at night.  We meet Mrs. Bartoli at the Jesuit Bureau and confirm our tickets to Wednesday's papal audience.  She also offers tickets to the Vatican Gardens, which we tour today, following a tour through St. Peter's and after buying rosaries and Jeffrey's first communion gift, which we will bring with us to the audience.  After the gardens, Cathy and I take Jeffrey to the Excelsior for a drink, leaving Robert and Mara with Thomas, who now has a sore throat.  On the way we stop at the Spanish Steps, and afterwards visit the Trevi Fountain.  Cathy, Jeffrey and I make the traditional coin toss, guaranteeing our return another day.  We have dinner near our pensione at an intolerably slow pace, weren't done until ten o'clock!


Three Pictures from Our Private Visit
to the Vatican Gardens


Trevi Fountain

Spanish Steps

Wednesday, 1 April.  Cloudy, sunshine, some showers.  We pick up our tickets for papal audience, and see the Pope.  Most people are very early and we sit and wait.  Waiting for the pope is like waiting for the Johnny Carson show to start: Is that the warm up guy?  Is there some delay?  Is that him?  Etc.  Lots of conversations, rumors, buzzing and, most noticeably, there is an electricity in the air.  The Pope's message, in Italian, French, English, Japanese, Spanish, Portuguese, Hungarian, German and Moravian: the gifts of the Holy Spirit, together with Jesus' message: "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you." (Sounds like Thomas: "If you hurt me, I will hurt you.")  John Paul looks tired.  The three older children shake his hand afterwards, as he walks down the aisle and presses the flesh.  Afterwards, we eat lunch at Osteria Roberto; two English priests sit next to us.  Today it is Robert's turn to go with Cathy and me, and we visit San Clemente (recommended by Mrs. Bartoli) and John Lateran, walking by the Colloseo and Piazza Venezia, before returning to the hotel by taxi.  Dinner is pizza at the nearby bar.


Mara and Robert in the
CRUSH of Greeting John Paul II


Thursday, 2 April.  Cloudy, showers.  Our first stop today is the Vatican Museum from 10:45 - 1:30 or 2.  Sistine!  Map room!  Lunch is across the street at Hostaria Dei Bastioni on the Via Leone, good broccoli pasta.  Afterwards Mara, Cathy and I sightsee at Maria Maggiore (Mara and I go to confession in English), then we visit the shopping area near the Spanish Steps and top off our visit with coffee at Cafe Greco.  After the rain starts, I buy a Valentino umbrella.
It's Not Always Sunny While We're in Rome

Love the Food in Rome!


Friday, 3 April.  Lovely day! Today is major attractions day: Colloseo, Palatine, Roman Forum (the wisteria in bloom everywhere!), Piazza Navone, Pantheon (closed), Moses at St. Peter in chains, St. John Lateran and Santa Maria Scala (which has the stairs Jesus was said to have walked up to Pilate).  Dinner for the children is pizza at the bar again.  Cathy and I walk up the street to a nice place on Aurelio.






The Afternoon at the Colloseo and Roman Forum

Sunday, November 27, 2011

16. Basel to Milano

Sunday 29 March.  Basel to Milano, Italy. (343km).  Liestal reminds me of Vail or Elkhorn in a real city: modern shops, boutiques.  The hotel still smells wonderful in the morning.  I feel guilty leaving Sunday morning at nine with the church bells ringing, reminding me of mass.  (As it happens, we will attend 6 p.m. mass at the cathedral in Milano.)  The day is cloudy and rainy.  As a result, I am disappointed at what I expected would be a beautiful drive through the mountains. 
Still, it is a pretty drive, just not as spectacular as it might have been in sunshine.  We drive by Lucerne, which is just as pretty as I remember from 1981.  We begin counting tunnels and stop at 30 or 40.  The highway engineering in Switzerland and Italy, both the tunnels and bridges spanning valleys way below, put US engineering to shame.  At the top we pass through the ten mile S. Gotthard tunnel, just about into Italy.  There is snow, drizzle and green on one end and bright sunshine and a lot of rock on the other, reminding me of the changes between the western and eastern slopes of the mountains in California, near the desert; though Italy is not, of course, a desert.  We need car registration papers for the Italian border, but encounter no problems.  We pay a few tolls and then arrive in Milano.  The sight of the mountains behind us is magnificent.  I wish we could stop in Como, but we have no time.  It is as beautiful as I remember.  What a place it would be to visit in summer!

We arrive in Milano on a lovely Sunday afternoon, find our hotel without much trouble and check in (Hotel Berlino International).  We have plenty of time for the pleasures of a gelato and a stroll through the central park, with the rest of the Milanese, many of whom are listening to the soccer game on their transistor radios.  While the children watch a puppet show, we notice the Africans selling sunglasses and fake Louis Vuitton bags laid out on towels on the ground.  It's just like Venice (where the sellers and their wares mysteriously disappear if the police come anywhere near).  Conscious that we are now in one of the world's fashion capitals, we take note that horn rimmed glasses are back.  Everyone seems to be making an individual statement.  

We attend mass at the Cathedral, which we happen by just in time for 6 o'clock mass.  Robert, Mara and Thomas fall fast asleep.  As I listen to mass again in a foreign language, I have time to appreciate the stained glass, the sculptures and the paintings: they give me something to think about even if I can't understand what's being said.  (Am I to think of the glory of God or the glory of the artist?)  I realize that as a Catholic in Europe I am able not just to see so many beautiful, old churches, but to use them as they were intended.

After mass, we have a self service meal.  We drag tired children around looking high and low for a regular restaurant because Cathy wants to be served, but our choices are few on a Sunday evening.  Self service sounds pretty good to me, as I am beginning to feel as if I am running out of money.  In the event, dinner is fine and afterwards we take a cab back to the hotel.
Enjoying a Beautiful Spring
Afternoon in Milano

Friday, November 25, 2011

16. Spring Holiday; Lenten Thoughts

Friday 27 March.  Saffron Walden to St. Quentin, France.  We leave the house at 11 and arrive in Dover (100 miles) at 1:15 for the two o'clock P&O sailing to Boulogne ("Ba loyne," I heard it pronounced in Dover), the start of our 1200 mile trek to Rome.  The weather in England is cloudy and gusty; the Channel is choppy with swells, I have to maintain my balance getting food on board during the two hour crossing.  France is calmer.  Once we're on the road again, I feel that I'm on the continent.  It's as if the land has room to spread out, no longer crammed into the little island of Britain.  There's room now for big vistas and hills of size.

Heading to France

On the Ferry

St. Quentin; Our First Stop

We head south and east, listening (that means me) to Queen Lucia, which is just right: a 1920 English setting, exquisite characters and a marvelous woman reader.  I find St. Quentin (132 miles) and our hotel near the town center without much trouble, though it isn't as easy as the hotels just off of the highway.  We arrive at 7:30, our destination is the Hotel de France et d'Angleterre (28 Rue Emile Zola).  We are greeted by a very friendly hotel keeper, who speaks some English, checks us in and encourages us, when we ask, to dine at the Lowenbrau Tavern.  We walk up the street to the spacious St. Quentin plaza of which the locals are justly proud.  The hotel d'ville (town hall) is pictured on the 50 Franc note.

 The tavern keeper explains that the plaza also has underground parking for 400 cars.  Robert and Mara have crab, but don't eat much after what goes along with it: a plentiful selection of shrimp, mussels, scallops, snails, all of which are appetizingly displayed in front of the restaurant.  We are seated upstairs.  Our host and waitress are very friendly.  It is a good, but unremarkable dinner for 433.5FF (at 9.45FF per £, about $75).  Back at the hotel we have a comfortable night's sleep.  I continue to be amazed at the spaces they are able to locate the tiny showers.

My impression of France is, as before, roominess.  Stuffiness, too, but not quite.  Reserved, except for those in the business, such as the hotelier and restaurateur. 

Saturday 28 March.  St. Quentin to Basel, Switzerland.  We leave St. Quentin at about nine in the morning, heading southeast towards Reims and listening to "The Giraffe, Pelly and Me" read by Roald Dahl.  (This time I manage to go in and out of the hotel garage, narrow though it is, without scraping.)   I make a wrong turn at Reims and realize a disadvantage of these high speed motorways – 20 kilometers between exits!  We reach Verdun at 11:30, gas up and buy food in town.  Verdun, a name that still echoes from history courses taught long ago, is an important stop: like Normandy, a chance to see one of the places important to our century.  For nine months in 1916 the French and German fought over this position.  In the end neither side gained any advantage and 680,000 people were killed.  Yet Verdun is actually more important for a treaty, signed a thousand years ago, among Charlemagne's grandsons, dividing up what would, as a result, become the separate kingdoms of France and Germany and the middle countries from the "low countries" to Italy.

 With our spit roasted chicken, bread and orangina, and a bottle of red wine from the ferry, we drive up into the hills to Fort Douaumont, past evidence of trenches and other battlements.  We have a leisurely picnic in the sunshine, outside the Fort, looking out over the countryside in what happens to be the better part of the day, as the sun shines in between the clouds, which have not yet brought their moisture.  I take the children on a tour of the underground Fort, rusted gun turrets on top and an amazing collection of rooms built in multi-levels into the top of the hill, with windows looking toward the Germany.  Six hundred and seventy nine Germans were actually killed in their barracks by the accidental detonation of ammunition.  The reality of the experience is increased by the appearance of what looks like a rusted old tank in the fields below.  Considering all the dead, the damp, wet rooms with their stalactites and stalagmites, Fort Douaumont is strangely alive and a moving experience. 

As we leave, we drive through the nearby French cemetery, with its bullet-like monument, rising fifteen stories in the air, standing watch over the rows and rows of immaculately tended graves.  Graves and monuments, however, are everywhere (like Vicksburg).  I am especially moved by "Two Heroes": two small crosses next to each other by the roadside. 

Verdun


Viewing the Fort and Battlefield

Verdun Cemetery


From Verdun, we head west to Metz, then southeast to Nancy, now followed by rain, off and on.  In the morning we passed by a large, old gothic church in Reims, but the one in Metz provides a spectacular vision, as we pass by: a glistening and glimmering green copper church roof, wet with rain, caught by a ray of sunlight.  After Nancy, we leave the main highway, heading up onto the west side of the snow covered mountains, through Baccarat and other pretty towns.  I begin to worry about mountain passes; it looks as if it is probably snowing at the tops of the mountains.  As the day grows long, however, we leave the scenic route, and take the short cut: a five mile tunnel right through the mountains to the eastern side.  After more small towns on the east side, we finally reach the flatlands, leading to Colmar, where I had wanted to stop; but it is too late (6:30) as we must proceed to our next destination, Basel.

 Even though we already purchased our tax stamp and have nothing to declare, we are questioned by a fierce looking female Swiss border guard, standing beside a militaristic sculpture or perhaps old iron weapons, the effect seems odd for Switzerland!

 It is a wet evening in Basel and we head across the Rhine toward Liestal.   I am beginning to think we have passed the turn off, when we finally see it (it's on the southern side of town).   Our hotel (Hotel Engel, Kasernen Street, 10, Basel) is a welcome sight: the smell of burning pine logs and German voices greet us as we walk in the door at about eight o'clock.   We have two rooms (one with a vibrating bed) and a good Swiss dinner. 

 The clocks change to "summer time" tonight, something I suspected in the morning, but was unable to confirm in St. Quentin.  The young man at the hotel could not grasp that the hour to which I was referring was the summer time hour, not the hour time change from France to England. 
A Comfortable Bed in Basel

Making Lists!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

15. Literary Banquet; Wizard of Oz

Monday 23 March  Finalize spring travel arrangements.



Tuesday 24 March   Cathy and I take the 9:57 train into London and check in at our hotel, the Claverly, in Kensington.  We eat lunch at a French cafe on Beauchamp Place, then attend the book fair, courtesy of Camilla, who gave us badges as representatives of her Bright Books.  Afterwards, we visit the V&A for a quick tour, then go to Harrods.  A cloudy, blustery day with showers.  At eight o'clock we attend the black tie The Sunday Times Literary Banquet at Grosvenor House, having purchased the tickets some weeks before.  Our seats are pretty good and we have good conversation at the table.  William Trevor is presented the writer of the year award, and I am quite moved by his verbal portrait of rural Irish life. 



Wednesday 25 March  I run in the early morning, then go to Leceister Square to get a tax decal from the Swiss tourist office.  We return home on an early train and in the evening Cathy attends (with the camcorder) the first night of Robert's play, "The Wizard of Oz."  Robert, in crutches from his sprain, has to sit out the show.



Thursday 26 March  We attend second night of Robert's play.  It's terrific, quite imaginative!  This time Robert gets to be in the show with his crutches covered up to blend into the scenery.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

15. Journal Entry from Higham Hall

Sunday 22 March 7:35 a.m.  Higham Hall nr. Cockermouth and Bassenthwaite Lake.
Thinking, as I read the Bible, that God seems to always be asking, "What have you done for me lately?"  Two responses to this:

1.         There is always the example of the good thief.  At the last minute, what have you done for me lately can be the act of contrition, of love of God.

2.         God is always steadfast Himself.  If He never lets us down, why should we ever let Him down?

I have often thought that we "sacrifice to idols" these days.  It is clear who and what are the idols, I am less clear about how we sacrifice.  Does this mean working all the time to get more money?  i.e., sacrificing time that could be spent in our relationship with God and our brothers and sisters, or does it mean, simply, placing our money and time (our sacrifice) on the altar of our material idols?

Had another dream of Peter before I left Saffron Walden.  Then I was thinking about M. on the way up here.  Why is it that I don't let go of these thoughts?  One answer is that I really am afraid to grow old and die, and desperately wish I had not passed those days.  Perhaps I am somehow trying to stop time.  But if I had it all back again, what would I do?  What more do I want of M. than what I have?  (I can't think of what, except her undying affection, but I would never give or want to give up Cathy, so I can't really think it is M. I want so much as just a time in my life when everything was new and held promise, even though every day was not always good itself.)

With Peter it's probably the same idea.  What do I want with him, nothing much more than with M.: the undying affection.  Saying those two words again, "undying affection," makes me think a bit more what it is I miss or lack or want: that undying friendship and companionship of love, to never be separated from what the heart once desired and found its home in; to be always in a state of relationship rather than coming or going through it.  I suppose that is what is so important, so good about marriage, the constancy of relationship.  In that sense, the lifelong relationship of marriage really does mirror God's constant love for us.

My heart at one time was with M. and with Peter in as strong a way as possible, and now they are both gone, like a part of me missing.  As I had in my dream the other night when I met up with M. (I think I have had one dream about each of them), I wanted to know what happened: not to rekindle anything, just to figure it out, learn more about myself, see what parts of me were out there, which were taken, rejected, beautiful, ugly; how it all worked.

Then, as I drove up here, I also was thinking about Cathy, and thinking that if marriage is as close to a God/human relationship as we have here on earth, then I certainly have a long way to go!  I don't always feel I know God or Cathy.  Time for me to work on that, while I can, get to know her better and perhaps I will get to know God better.

Have greatly enjoyed this weekend on Coleridge.  We are in the places Coleridge lived!  Word has gotten around about the American.  I have been quite impressed by Bill Scammel and David Lindley's abilities to explain the poems, but, even more so, their ability to recite bits and pieces of poems, as if the poems really meant something!

The land here has reminded me just a bit of Idaho, though there is much more water.  The towns and sheep, stone walls and mountains/hills have also had me thinking more than once that I was in Switzerland.

The birds are singing, it is a cloudy morning, mists surround the peaks of nearby Skiddaw, on which there was new snow yesterday.  Very green.  Here at Higham Hall there are lawns in the front overlooking the lake far below.  Yesterday the ground was spongy from all the water.  It could be like Como or like Flintridge, overlooking beautiful scenery in the distance.

Stopped in Grasmere on the way up.  Beautiful small village, home of Dove Cottage which I walked through.  It is something to be where Wordsworth held court almost 200 years ago in the aftermath of the French Revolution.  STC is very approachable, likeable fellow - but for his almost total abandonment of his wife and children.  Once again, it seems there is the tendency of genius to place more importance on one's genius than families and loved ones.

My last point this morning: Life keeps getting more and more complicated.  There is more and more information and each generation knows more than the preceding generation.  There must be a time when, very old, simple information is forgotten and must be rediscovered.  (I like to think that's what my poems are!)  The example that comes to mind is that when the heritage people were redoing the Statue of Liberty, they had to come to places in Europe to find craftsmen to do some of the work.  The old skills had been lost in the US.  8:48 a.m.

15. Rugby; Walking to Cambridge; Lake District

Sunday 15 March.  Dreary, wet day.  Went to St. John's for the Riddell Rugby Tournament.  Food and drinks and games till 5:30.  Robert showed great effort in the final of four games.  He was in tears, but everyone complimented him on his effort.  Greene King beer.  Home for Lovejoy and Maigret.





Monday 16 March.  Car Serviced.  Walked to Cambridge from Sawston, through Great Shelford, stopping at Trumpington Church, Byron's pool, a little over eight miles.  Took the bus back later to pick up the car, which then broke down on the Motorway.  The dip stick wrapped around the pulley after belts broke. 






Tuesday 17 March.  Spoke with Father Forrester and Mrs. Bartoli in Rome after making arrangements for a flat in Tuscany and hotel in Bruges for Easter vacation.  She will arrange for a pensione in Rome.  Hilary worked on Best Western reservations for Milano, Basel and Munich.  Bomb scare at Waitrose parking lot.  I had to leave the rented car there!  Took the train to Cambridge for Form 1 and Group II Parents night, St. John's 7 - 9 p.m. 

 Wednesday 18 March.   Cathy, Thomas and I had lunch in Fitchingfield.  We saw it on Lovejoy on Sunday.  Form 4 Parents night, St. John's 7 - 9 p.m. 

Friday 20 March.  Weekend Coleridge Course.  I leave Saffron Walden at 9 a.m. in my rental car (right hand drive with stick shift) and head north, across country and on the Motorway for the Lake District.  I arrived at Grasmere at three o'clock and visit Dove Cottage, Wordsworth's home as a young man.  It literally is a cottage: small and dark and cozy, not much to speak of in terms of homes. 

The Lake District


I am surprised at how dramatic and beautiful the scenery is!  I arrived at Higham Hall (308 miles) at 5:10 p.m. for my Coleridge classes.  The first class begins at 7:45 this evening and lasts until 9:15.  The group consists mostly of retired people.  My room is a single, with toilet and shower down the hall.  The house and grounds are magnificent, an old manor house, with a commanding view to the east across a lake, sitting in the valley below, to mountains.

Highham Hall

Saturday 21 March.  Very windy last night.  After morning classes, I drive to the nearby town of Cockermouth (Wordsworth's birthplace) in the afternoon.  There I call home to learn that Robert went to the emergency room last night after injuring his shin on the stairs.  He's in crutches!  On my return to Higham Hall I go for a twenty minute run up the hill past the sheep in the fields, then return for classes.  Our location is well set up for weekend continuing education courses.  The rooms and kitchen are sparsely furnished, but the drawing rooms are nice and cozy, and there is a small wood paneled bar in the back.  I have nice visits with my fellow students at the bar and in the dining rooms as well.  I attend evening classes again.



Sunday 22 March.  I attend morning classes.  After dismissal at noon I head west to the coast (Maryport).  There isn't much to see but a lot of seagulls and a big bay, and after a quick stop I take the scenic way back, over the hills, past the grazing sheep (everywhere are sheep), stopping occasionally for some spectacular views.  As usual, the ice cream truck is set up at the roadside viewing area.  My next stop is Rydall Mount, Wordsworth's final home.  It is not at all like Dove Cottage, but rather a large home with beautiful grounds (including a long pathway at the top of the garden, overlooking the lake, where Wordsworth would walk back and forth and compose poetry).  Through my class I learned that Coleridge used to walk from one end of these valleys to the other to visit Wordsworth and talk about poetry!  After an hour and a half visit, I leave at three and am home by nine (337 miles).
Skiddaw

The Lake District!

The Irish Sea at Maryport